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What I Wouldn't Give

from Paralysis by Hands Of A Saviour

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Finally feeling I can silence the rain;
like I can keep the blood from boiling out of my veins -
but I don't want to be myself for this.
No, I don't want to be myself for this.

How many times have I got to pick the gutter over the shutters;
the clutter of a heart flutter - another rebuttal?
I don't want to be myself for this.
I don't want to be myself for this.

'Cause I'm afraid that things will never ever go back -
and I don't want to see myself like that,
but what am I supposed to do, or think, or say?
To pray or be led astray?
I don't want to be myself for this.
I don't want to be myself for this.

... but who am I supposed to trust?
... and who do I know that won't judge?
... well maybe moving on is a must.
... it's just that I still love the rush.

Is it too much ask for this one to last?

Now I don't want to be myself for this,
but I can feel it coming at me hard like a fist that missed,
but twists and comes back; kisses your lips ...
then welcomes you back to the abyss.

Was it too much ask for this one to last?

I don't want to be myself for anything
that probably or possibly could mean that I lose -
confused, it's you, what am I meant to do?
These knots in my head won't undo;
never been so confused.

Everything that's been done; everything that's been said –
every step I've taken has been misled and endlessly relived.
What I wouldn't give for one day outside this head.

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from Paralysis, released January 18, 2016

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Machine-gun vocals, dissonant grooves and heavy, technical metalcore from North London, England.

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